it’s always easier to run.
i wish i could just let go of everything, and just start over.
it’s hard to make people accept a new you.
i thought i would stop using this blog because i thought that i wouldn’t need it anymore, but that really isn’t the case.
the truth is, i am still trying to get people to be okay with me.
i guess i still need this outlet.
i miss him. probably the only person who might read this.
i miss you.
i just want it all to be over.
as much as i know that i should be happy and thankful for where i am right now,
im not “being” anything lately, i am just dealing with things the best i can.
it’s not that my life sucks or anything,
it’s just that it seems a whole lot better with you around.
and lately, there aren’t many people i can talk to about these sorts of things,
so this will have to do for now.