it’s always easier to run.
i wish i could just let go of everything, and just start over.
it’s hard to make people accept a new you.
i thought i would stop using this blog because i thought that i wouldn’t need it anymore, but that really isn’t the case.
the truth is, i am still trying to get people to be okay with me.
i guess i still need this outlet.
i miss him. probably the only person who might read this.
i miss you.
i just want it all to be over.
as much as i know that i should be happy and thankful for where i am right now,
im not “being” anything lately, i am just dealing with things the best i can.
it’s not that my life sucks or anything,
it’s just that it seems a whole lot better with you around.
and lately, there aren’t many people i can talk to about these sorts of things,
so this will have to do for now.
-v.
they come and go. they begin and end.
it’s unfortunate, but very true that relationships are just one of those aspects of life that are obscure, unpredictable, and uncontrollable.
you get close to a person, or you’ve been close to a person all your life to the point where it is natural and normal for you to be around them, and then things change. when things change is when you really understand the weight of that particular relationship for both you and the other person.
the scariest aspect of a relationship is that they take two people.
i should stop ranting. it’s late. 6:05 am. time for bed.